I sit here.
Thinking. Mind spinning.
So much to say. So long since I have said anything here.
My head is full of new thoughts and ideas. And old ones too. Memories I want to share, happenings from the holidays.
Whenever I sit down to write here...I get overwhelmed by all the stuff I have to say. And then I must jump up to chase down my 11 month-old, the one who is walking EVERYWHERE, and the one who likes to eat EVERYTHING.
Then I sit back down, but not for long and I'm off to help with a potty trip, or to solve a sibling argument.
Then it's time to nurse my baby. I have always been able to type while nursing...until this baby. He is WAAY to easily distracted and he won't have it. I can get on the computer and use the mouse with one hand, if I don't move too much, but typing, that's just out of the question, according to my little man.
I get frustrated because I feel like I NEED a moment. To focus. To get out all this stuff in my head.
But it's more impossible than it was even a few weeks ago. With a new walker, homeschooling, and all the other stuff that's going on...you get the picture.
Then I remind myself. Being here with my children, playing with them, solving arguments, chasing, cleaning up messes, giving hugs, cooking for my family, trying to clean up the tornado-struck living room strewn with toys, that's my job. That IS most important. That is what I NEED. That is what I'm here to do. First.
So I can't promise you when I'll blog next. I hope it will be soon. I miss it.
I'm working on getting better sleep and trying to get a routine down so that I won't be so brain dead when I finally do get a chance to sit down.
I hope to share my goals for this year soon.
But now the kitchen still needs to be cleaned and I'm getting very sleepy...
Off I go!